What I am doing now?
Watching ‘Sister May’ do some cooking on TVB Jade, with a Miss Hong Kong of the ‘90s.
What am I listening to?
Listening to Sister May describe her chicken soup.
Any plans for the day?
Finish today on a better note than the one I’m on now. Watch the Mr Asia Competition on ATV Home and then say a prayer before entering my night time vibes. Have thoughts on whether I need a boyfriend or not. Enter dreamland and then spruce up enough energy to visit the two doctors I’ve been appointed to see tomorrow.
How am I doing?
Really not that well, I’m afraid. And that is true. I keep feeling fearful. I don’t know why. I feel insecure and apprehensive about almost everything, but I try to keep it light and ignore it. I hide it. I know it’s probably not the right way, but by denying it I keep it at bay. Maybe I need to voice it more. Then blow the smoke off it and de-clutter my brain. That way, is probably more suitable to long-term planning, of which I am not a part of right now. Apparently I have dysthmia.